THIS IS MY LIFE FOR 5 MONTHS AGO

I confess it. You are the best thing that has EVER stumbled into my life. I don't know what I'd do without you. You are always there for me & you make me smile without intending to. You're so damn cute & I can honestly say I don't want anyone but you.

I want you, Richie Rizal Amir. I want you since that day, since the first time I knew you.

and then I got you, I got you on that day. July the 30th.

and I remember that date, how was the first time we met. I remember how was the first time you call my name. I remember how was the first time you're laughing. I remember how was the first time you hug me. I remember the first time how you kiss my forehead, kiss my cheek.

Dear,

I can't pretend that I've forgot you. you always on my mind although I've been trying to push you away. I'm stuck in the memories with you. Baby, you are my love and always be that. I love you at the start, I love you untill now, I'll love you tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, next week, next month, next year, and for the rest of my life. You'll always be a part of me.

Honey,

I'm not perfect. I'm playing 'hard to guess' sometimes. I feel jealous. I feel scared, afraid, frightened. I'm annoying. I'm spoiled. I'm sucks. but no matter what I do, no matter what I say, I always think about you. every night, every day, even every single beat of my heart.

I love you Richie Rizal Amir♥ So damn much....

Thanks for letting me in. Thanks for being mine. Thanks for wanted me as much as I want you. Thanks for everything dear.

it's just, I wanna admit it. EVERYTHING IS NOTHING.... if I don't have you.

Loved,

Me...